So iOS5...What's that about??
Ironically, I am blogging from my macbook that never got updated from OSX to leopard, and can't even support an ipod shuffle, as my iPad updates to iOS5...
So as I am using my laptop and my new found pride and joy, I was forced to flip through some old photos. This is the laptop I bought for college, and honestly in the last year I have probably used it twice. It's been neglected, which should never happen to any apple produce. This evening I reluctantly forced myself to do those tedius tasks like deauthorize my itunes account on this device, sync my media to another hard drive and sort through old photos. The last being the most dreaded of them all.
What is it about a photo that regardless of how terrible it is or what emotion it evokes, it's hard to delete? I guess, for me at least, it has to do with the fact that a photograph captures a moment and if you delete that moment is gone, despite what connotation it carries.
I have flipped some of the most useless photos tonight, and can't bring myself to dispose of any of them. Some of them serve a purpose though. Some might say what I am about to do serves no positive purpose, but I want to share with you some photos of me. Pictures of a time in my life where I was happy, but not happy with myself. A time before I changed and a time before I ever even thought about changing.
The before the Before pictures if you will:
To be fair, I did not go through all my pictures and select the worst ones. I just wanted ones that didn't have uncosenting friends in them.
Why share these? Well, why not? These aren't my "fat' pictures, because at the time I certainly didn't see myself that way, no I was not comfortable but what late teen is? In a few short years though, I'd reach my breaking point. And now, almost five years later I feel better than I ever have. It's weird to look back at my before-the before pictures and kinda feel uneasy because even though I felt okay about myself then, I feel confident about myself now.
So like my new iOS 5 update that is taking five years to download, I too took five years to upgrade. I just had one of those "daaamnnn! you look good moments" and a girl needs that every once in a while.
Do you delete photos?
Have you ever used photos to reaffirm yourself?
Any of you Apple users update yet??